Never Frown & Ever Grin

                                       

It is so busy in recent months!

I am willing to give my sincerely apologies for breaking my promise and appeal for their generous mercies instead of refusing communicate with me in next fall.

For the engagement conflicts, I missed one of the most important dates with them and did not record their magnificent scenes in this golden, short autumn in my memory, thus it remained a regretful, irrevocable blank segment in my tape.

For much worse, I am concerning about the HOW-DO-YOU-DO when we encountered someday and whether they could listen to my talking tirelessly and could share my joy and sorrow.

Just rolling back to few years ago, we had funs and joys in the season, we left laughs and tears in the air. From then on, we reach a tacit agreement that I will visit them once a year, in autumn, the most beautiful season showing their fascination.

But at the same time, I deeply understood what is good for the past is that it has passed and what is good for the future is that it has hopes.

I have hopes.

 

At the same season two years ago, I was excited to be invited in this firm. At that time, I used to be a well-known actor in the campus, many roles and many characters I had ever played.  Every day, I practiced well to put on and take off my masks, although, which seems to be a little bit ridiculous but it worked. The masks were used for consolidating and going on hunting, finally, I hunted this work, but I missed my apple, where is it?

 

At the same season one year ago, I was full of curiosity and confidence to step into Oriental Plaza. At that time, I was a new graduate from a normal university with non-accounting related major, many rules and many skills I had never seen. Every day and night, I converted well to input words in my mind and output through my work performance, although, which seems to be a robot, executed following fixed procedures and absolutely yes to every order. The attitude was aim to pleasing and promoting, finally, I promoted this year, but I missed my masks, where are they?

 

At the same season this year, it used to be the harvest time and we would have enjoyed the sunshine and the breeze favored by this golden fall. But today, the storm of economic crisis blows them away from the earth, and ironically, I am suffering anything about the downturn and ready to lose everything at any time. Under such miserable circumstance, my birthday came, but more responsibilities came with my grown-up as well.

 

When you can not see your apple and can not find your masks, you are getting more matured, for the truth is that your apple will be stay in your heart, you will feel it, instead of on your hands or in your mouth, and the masks have penetrated slowly into your face, you will be it, instead of pretend it.

 

Welcome my new role, not exactly, should be the new life of mine.

                      

 

嘘——躲进世界的角落，请保持安静，忘记时间，做回你自己。

在这里，你自己就是整个宇宙。

我记不得从什么时候开始，我喜欢躲进世界的角落；我也不知道该怎么说。只希望有一天你们会懂我的心！

当我忧愁烦恼的时候，当我暴躁烦怒的时候，当我心情乱糟糟的时候，甚至当我快乐得不得了的时候，我都想换个角度，重新看看我的世界。

啊！如果有一天，我站在世界的最顶端，我会比现在更幸福吗？

我常常觉得这个世界好奇妙！

它让人快乐，也让人忧伤。

她大方地让人怀抱希望，也残酷地要人面对失望。

有时候我害怕寂寞，希望一直有人陪在我身边。

有时候我喜欢孤独，厌烦纷扰的人群。

怎样才能找到一种神奇的魔药，好让我打败内心的恐惧呢？

大家都应该拥抱一个向天一样大的希望！

但是飞起来就一定会掉下去吗？

难道只有梦想与想象，才会让我们飞得又高又远吗？

但愿在世界的任何角落里，每个人都可以拥有满满的幸福！

尽管这个世界漏洞百出，但真的不用担心！

每个漏洞都会找到一个补洞的人。

但是如果我们轻易放弃我们该做的，世界同样也会放弃我们！

最后，连角落都不给我们躲藏了！

——《文苑》

           

 

 

 

就在不少人叛逃这片曾经孕育着他们梦想的热土时

我却义无反顾的爱上了这里

 

是的，我们确实在被剥削着，我们确实在被的榨取着

但，我们除了工资卡上的数字就真的一无所获么

答案当然是否定的

 

我们曾经让很多东西蒙上了双眼，物质的，精神的

在这里，我们更容易看清自己，看清自己的位置，看清自己的潜力

而往往看清自己是最难的

 

也许很多人还在困惑，还在担心，这里会变

他们在怕什么，他们在怕没有了这里，他们什么也不是了

我却想说，看看我们沉淀下来的东西吧，这里没有变

 

不可否认的是，这里让我们失望过，而且还有可能让我们更加失望

看看我们自己吧，我们有什么理由对这里有那么高的期望

很多事情如果换作是你，你能不能做出更好的选择，不一定吧

 

让我颇感欣慰的是，身边有着更多和我想法一致的人

他们有着坚毅的目光和坚定的信仰

也正是如此，我才乐意和他们坐在一起没日没夜，星星月亮

 

很多时候都在觉得众人皆醉，但很多时候也会感觉是自己醉了

 

                     

As our estimation, the interim of 2009 would be the toughest period in the financial crisis and how long the period would last become one of the hottest topics besides H1N1 on earth. Less and less ratios in economic increasing but more and more amounts in H1N1 sufferers gives us greater challenges in two themes, economic system and health. Fortunately, all of us, post-80's are in the time, we have bigger platforms and we have better opportunities to secure the world in the near future, so we must keep accumulating the human resource costs, including acquiring knowledges both in techniques and in soft skills, building relationships, forcusing the business and so on.

 

We can imagine that when the 2010 comes, we would have a totally different circumtances, which maybe not prosperous as 2006 but more hopeful than 2008-2009. And how we make these something we dream come true, it all depands on what we seed today, so, no matter how we suffered from the hard situation and no matter how many staffs would be fired or counselling out by the boss to cut the costs, if we are willing to get something, just keep walking. We have a different and difficult road away from others', our professional value tells us the importance of the responsibility to the seciety, and first, let us be responsible for ourselves, step by step, welcome the 2010.